does everyone hate me

 Hi lovelies!! 

guys why is winter depression highkey hitting me rn.. but anyway do you guys ever have that sinking feeling where you think everyone is secretly evilly plotting on ur downfall or is this just being a teenage girl in general? cause lowkey EVERYBODY going through it rn like all my friends are genuinely fscing hell. Anyway back to the topic at hand,

I'm back!

Hi lovelies! Been a while I know but I’m back and I’m staying because I've finally gotten back in the school loop and can keep up now. So quick catch up, i'm being an angel for Halloween, I feel winter depression coming on, doing well in school for now, I have like 3 crushes, and everything seems to be going well! I’ll do a separate post catching up on my life but for now I want to talk about the feeling of never being enough because let's be real, we all struggle with feeling like we’re enough sometimes.

minipost - sorry it's been a while!

Hi lovelies!! Minipost to ensure you all that I do in fact still exist school is just making me so busy 🙁 I have this issue where I constantly feel overwhelmed with school stuff even when I'm doing really well (95 in biology woo hoo) but I promise there are posts on the way guys!! I think I'm gonna start meditation and yoga to help regulate that constant overwhelmed feeling inside me, and I'm also starting guitar!  

signing off with love, farrah ♡

"everything happens for a reason"

 

Hi lovelies!! Recently in my religion class, we were asked questions about belief and existential stuff and then discussed them as a class. One of the branches that we started talking about was if everything happens for a reason. I disagree, and do not think it's very fair to say.

labels and sexuality

 Hi lovelies!! This is a personal post because I'm highkey so confused about my sexuality and I MIGHT be developing a crush on a girl..