ballad of a socially awkward but somehow confident girl

 

The above image is me. At least I think it's pretty accurate 

Hi lovlies!! I should be studying / doing homework right now but I need a break and what better break than my blog that I love? As you guys know, I'm in a year with completely new people, and I know it's only the third day but I usually find it SO much easier to make friends 🙁 I have some friends but I'm so awkward around the girls i haven't spoken to and they probably all think im a little nerd that gets in everyone's way (not in a self deprecating way, I don't mind being a nerd, I love my glasses and I quite literally am getting in the way of people I'm very clumsy). One of them is my best friends older sister so she knows who I am but we haven't actually spoken and I want to but I'm scared.

unexplained feelings

 

Hi lovelies! Spontaneous post (usually they sit in the drafts a bit because I know I want to post them) because I feel so sad today and have no idea why. I got home and just started bawling for no reason ( or maybe too many reasons). I don't have any friends I can go to when i'm crying, even though there's maybe two I can think of that would be there for me, but there are none that I wanna burden with my sadness yk? So here you go i'm posting it for the internet too see 

Friend Crushes

 

Hi lovelies! This is gonna be a bit of a short post!

First day!!... Yay.. I guess..

On one hand, I'm so super excited to make new friends and have a fresh start at learning, considering I'm taking all new subjects for fifth year. I'm a mentor this year, which means I'm going in tomorrow, (I actually start Tuesday the first) to help the first years get settled into school and well, mentor them.